I recently read a testimony of a Christian, Peter, that while more extreme than many, had numerous things that I remember from many testimonies of those sorts of Christians that have complete life-changing conversions from the time I was also saved.
It has a few similarities to my own conversion -which is online, here.
Peter said something simple, but affecting:
“I had discovered why the early Christians freely lay down their lives for their faith, it is a precious thing to know and be known by Jesus.”
It is a precious thing. That is the best way to put it.
I flounder about for words… but there it is. People want God to be quite regular, but the truth is that God does Strange Things. A New Thing.