Who knows why I said that? I have nothing for you tonight and maybe for the entire weekend… and no one can say after that. I have had some bad days…bad attitudes… and generally dark frame of mind. B-b-b-b-bad to the bone.
As they say.hyeh.
I don’t know why. Not cogent in a helpful sort of way. I know of many avenues of thought of whys and wherefores that go nowhere in particular. All sorts of possible explanations. I don’t want to talk politics… I feel at the bottom of the log pit, you know what I mean? Termite food or something. It is either pms or menopausal revenge.
I sure hope it isn’t what I am supposed to go through because I just want it to go away.
Does our talking about it change who will become a Supreme Court Justice? And didn’t we already know how manipulative the MSM is, already? But if we did, why is it so upsetting to have it fileted so neatly and spread out on the table? Hmmm?
See? sometimes I do not want to see things. I don’t want to face up. And I have been pretty tough in my life, but now it seems that is crumbling.
But maybe just something is crumbling and I can’t tell what. Maybe some things need to go.
I have a hard time believing that.
Enjoy it for a few days, because I have a feeling that this is one post that will have to go after I come to my senses. Some people get drunk when they feel like this I guess. I obsess on a blog.
Sometimes I can’t tell which is worse. Unfortunately I think I am in agreement with that Psalmist before he gets the lucid insight that he is just a beast and has no insight…lessee- I’ll look it up. Psalm 73
21 Thus my heart was grieved,
And I was vexed in my mind.
22 I was so foolish and ignorant;
I was like a beast before You.
23 Nevertheless I am continually with You;
You hold me by my right hand.
24 You will guide me with Your counsel,
And afterward receive me to glory.
25 Whom have I in heaven but You?
And there is none upon earth that I desire besides You.
26 My flesh and my heart fail;
But God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.
It is like my heart is failing me…that is what best describes it. The Word there says God is the strength… I don’t understand how, tonight. Getting all beastly again.
g’nite… when you go to sleep think of me… as one of those little monsters under the bed;)